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23 mei will you be there?if you're still interested, ask me for my new blog url. X)
LATER @ 20:35, 26/5/06
heck. click here if you're still interested. +) PS: a tag would be nice. X) 17 mei fly away with me.as you can tell, i've drifted to some other -nonexistent, of course- world. 12 mei invigorating exp.did i mention this before?
showers are remarkably rejuvenating. to be more specific, cold showers.
man, they rock.
when i step out of the bathroom, i feel undeniably sanguine.
[yeah, i NEVER use warm water. not unless i'm sojourning at a relatively cold country, say china during the winter (once, when i was in chongqing - my cheeks turned beet red. o.o) or the north/south pole?]
*shrugs*
may i add?
get the EURO, TECHNO, GO! album!!!!
it's sooo good - have a go at cd 1, tracks 4,9,11-17 & cd 2, almost all the tracks especially 3-7, 9-14 and 17.
hmm... oh - some of the lyrics make no sense.
ie. have you ever been mellow?
have you ever tried?
have you ever been happy...
just to hear a (something? sounds like 'sign'.)?
not recommended for those who find this genre of music particularly jarring to the ears though. heh.
haa... X)
PS: omg it's like i'm living life how it should be AFTER the O levels! O.O
NOTE TO SELF: STUDY! STUDY! STUDY! STUDY! STUDY! STUDY! STUDY! STUDY! untrammeled creativitymake me walk ONE more hour on these and i SWEAR i'll book a cab home. 4-5 hours of walking on flats isn't my thing (which is why i always opt for sneakers whenever possible. lol) - i don't know how the other girls do it. just yesterday after drama fest, a classmate dressed in a cheongsam was walking back to the class room and at the same time steadying herself on heels exclaimed, "i don't know how my mum walks in these!".
yikes. no doubt stilettos look good (ok, sexy's more the word) on -some- women (i don't think they'll help someone who weights 68KG and is 158 centimetres tall - i reckon they'd make her look worse. and if makeup is slapped on real thick, oh god that is the end.), but the PAIN! even a model in tyra bank's show couldn't walk properly in them. haha my point being? no idea. it's up to the individual to decide... but i don't think you would be seeing me wearing these any time. -.-
mmhmmm. saw a dangerously gaunt woman walk past me at takashimaya whilst i was waiting for dear, dear esther (i was aimlessly wondering, spending that 40 minutes or so waiting for YOUR HIGHNESS!). it was quite sick, really. let's call her stickwoman. haa.
i read this from URBAN yesterday - when you're comfortable you are confident. if you're confident, it exudes beauty.
ok?
ok.
so now i'm thinking. i thought someone said singaporean women don't break out of the norm when it comes to fashion? ie. they always wear the same thing 'cause they're COMFORTABLE?
so. ok.
those are pretty/beautiful. (rightt.)
then they say we have no CREATIVITY?
what the hell?!
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controversies. ah well... shit.
feeling exceptionally sluggish today (in case you say i always AM lethargic everyday, complaining that it's oh-so-sian.). urgh. and if i sleep, there goes studying time. ya know, i can NEVER get down to studying - i can't concentrate! yes, not at ALL. o.o
curses. my friend had tuition today! TUITION.
she had TUITION while i was at orchard, frittering away my time; doing god-knows-what.
*sighs*
now my maid is bombarding me with questions; before she requested RUN IT by chris brown to be played. she has a knack for pleading me to play hiphop videos. what's up with that? haha.
ooh. now she's saying i type fast. muahahahaha. i know, i know... i'm good. *grins*
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sian.
gotta take a shower before i continue using the computer. BLEAH. zheng's back (?). the car crossing the bump is a dead giveaway. could you believe i'd just boarded the bus when my father called and -voluntarily?- asked if i needed a lift back? sheesh.
ok. news flash - that was another car. wrong assumption. -.-
zheng just smsed moi - she's at takashimaya. (doing what?!)
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hmmmm.. come to think of it, what is there to do at orchard, heart of the city? NOTHING RIGHT??!
lol. when one is exposed to something to much or for too many times, it's inevitable that she/he gets sick of it. i don't know about you, but that definitely applies to me. haha well now you know eh.
ok. in dire need of a shower. i can feel a pimple comin'. O.O
ciao!
PS: someone tell me why my maid always likes to ask me if i want to eat something? is it a ploy to make me put on extra kilos? haha. jk. 05 mei can you see any stars tonight?how i wish things could have happened differently.
but wishing doesn't help anything, does it?
because it only shows that you have regrets.
sheesh... ><
later @ 4:23PM, 12th may
erm jessica, i was referring to this - i shouldn't have done this, that. you know? haa... u and ur sweeping comments. haha 29 april when's it --TIME TO GET CRACKIN' - GOT LOADS OF MATH HOMEWORK! AND CHEMISTRY TOO.
GO GO GO !!!!!!!!!!!! 28 april with every word i'm saying...life's dead boring at the moment.
i don't know about you blokes, but i've something to get over.
(not that it doesn't take time, it does. not that i haven't done anything, but because i'm tired too. i've tried..) H'OKAY. that's cleared. uhm...
-.-"
nothin' to blog abt la.
heh -- one of those posts to keep the blog goin' while i try to SPICE up my life. lol
what am i waiting for?
we ain't gonna live forever...
i wanted to show you all the things we could do.
if you're here, all i want is just a chance to say, "i'm sorry."
although apologies don't count anymore.
(why do i feel like a certain something's missing...) PS: anyone watched MIND YOUR LANGUAGE before? 21 april 魔咒
ahhh.
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" Can you just GO and DIE? " " YOU go and die. (-.-") " 17 april count your lucky stars *TODAY'S HOROSCOPE:
you are what you do. in other words, your actions count. it doesn't matter how big or how small the gesture is, just make sure you perform with the best of your intentions and kindness in your heart. we all want something to believe in, don't we?
you're not alone. 14 april will there be a -freaking- light at the end of the tunnel?!Artist: Brie Larson Album: Finally Out Of P.E. Year: 2005 Title: Hope Has Wings When I'm stuck on the ground There's a walk only down Every step sends me falling Not sure how to begin How to rise like the wind So that soon I'll be soaring I just breathe... and let myself believe Cuz hope has wings To carry you Anything Is possible Just might be A miracle Waiting to come true So I lift my eyes And see the sky Feel my heart begin to fly I will be carried by my dreams Cuz hope has wings I can climb through the clouds Far way from my doubt That would be so amazing Feel the sun on my face Such a beautiful place Yeah I know that it's waiting Skating safe... encouraging with faith Cuz hope has wings (hope has wings) To carry you Anything Is possible Just might be A miracle Waiting to come true (come true) So I lift my eyes And see the skies Feel my heart begin to fly (oh fly) I will be carried by my dreams Like a flame, like a spark I'm amazed by the change There's a star in the dark Calling out my name Finally, I can see Now I'm on my way (now I'm on my way) Cuz hope has wings (hope has wings) To carry you Anything (anything) Is possible Just might be A miracle Waiting to come true (come true) So I lift my eyes (lift my eyes) And see the sky Feel my heart (yeah) begin to fly (yeah) I will be carried by my dreams (by my dreams, yeah) I have a new hope that lives in me Anywhere I go it sets me free It shines a light, It's everywhere From north to south, it takes me there I have a new hope that lives in me Anywhere I go it sets me free It shines a light, It's everywhere From north to south, it takes me there PS: eck... it's hard to believe that i'll do well for the O levels. ><
i'm trying though! XD 13 april NOW NOW NOW.napfa in a matter of minutes.
eck.
WHAT'S ON MY MIND:
haha. PS: obtained 5/25 for the first literature essay of the year. good lord... so gonna redo it?! OK. enough chit chat. gotta scram. it's 3 already. ciao. 02 april i know it's ...time to move on?
something's holding me back...
i'll manage on my own feet... somehow. **** LATER @ 9:55PM, 3rd April - to clarify things... it's not so much confusion, 30 maart Scottish Terrier
oh WOW... if only i could take a stand and decide on what i'd want/have to do firmly, then yeah, i'd agree to the above... but hold on a second - what you WANT and what you HAVE to do are two completely different things right? >< PS: i've thought about adding a video clip or a sound clip but geocities (i don't think angelfire does either) doesn't accept the type of files i'm uploading... they're .3GPP and .AMR - anyone has any other sites to recommend? =X 27 maart positivity... (:if there's anything... talk to me abt it ok? ><
that aside...
it's within my reach. i can do it... the O's will be okay. **** regarding today's spirit of the class competition... i'm so sorry i missed TWO cues! >< sigh... lol. must have lost track of time... -.-" btw, the money bag REFUSED to open! i'd to squeeze my hand in to take out the chocolates... haha they wanted more. 0.0 those greedy toots... lol. PS: omg. today i looked like some pretty boy. -.-" what with the curly moustache sarah drew and the elongated eyebrows beverly and li shaan did. haha... plus the goatee! OMG. lol. was i that unrecognisable? O.O tell me the truth! ><" the bottomline? dressing up like a pirate ain't too bad. :P hmm... if qian has the pictures uploaded, i'll try to steal it from her. muahahaha. *evil laughter* i know it's ...time to move on? 26 maart ...pfft.
it's been one hell of a ride...
ignore my previous entry. it's not worth reading.
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what a whole lot of ...
my mind contradicts itself too much.
it's better that i shut up.
one minute i'll be saying this, the next i'll be saying that. i can't give definite answers.
i'm too tired to explain. if there's anything that you want to clarify, ask me directly. it's as if i'm using a blog to communicate my thoughts... i dislike that.
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music acts as a source of comfort.
it always does. 25 maart maybe i should major in pyschology.have i told you this before?
i've the habit of re-reading entries for typo errors, remarks that may be too offensive, and sentences that make no sense.
simply put, i'm too conscious.
this is my blog and yet i can't blog freely about anything?
(excluding content that may get me fined ie. those stated in the newspapers)
what the...
imagine.
if it's this bad, how can i even tell anyone anything upfront?
even if i confessed certain things, it takes courage. fact is, i hardly tell anyone anything. if i were to tell you what's on my mind over a long conversation, it means something.
please take into consideration how i feel too.
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it's okay to change for a person (for the better), but to live up to their expectations is another issue.
i'm sorry.
i'm not perfect.
that i'm perfectly aware of...
24 maart in riddles...more often than not, the mind creates too many possibilities (drawn on actions)... so many that it drowns the person trying to ascertain which one is the correct probability. hey, that sounds like me. LP says: |
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