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    21 april

    魔咒

    你, 你, 你, 你, 你, 你 -
    疯了似的气你;

    你, 你, 你,
    所有的情, 全都為了你.
    我, 我, 我, , 我, 我 --
    求你不要忘我.

    我, 我, 我, 我.
    (所有的点滴
    ... 叫人难过. )

    ahhh.


    who am i kidding...?

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    " Can you just GO and DIE? "

    " YOU go and die. (-.-")  "

    20 april

    that voice in my head...
     
    won't stop.
    17 april

    count your lucky stars *

    TODAY'S HOROSCOPE:
    you are what you do. in other words, your actions count. it doesn't matter how big or how small the gesture is, just make sure you perform with the best of your intentions and kindness in your heart.
     
    we all want something to believe in, don't we?
     
    you're not alone.
    14 april

    will there be a -freaking- light at the end of the tunnel?!

    Artist: Brie Larson
    Album: Finally Out Of P.E.
    Year: 2005
    Title: Hope Has Wings


    When I'm stuck on the ground
    There's a walk only down
    Every step sends me falling
    Not sure how to begin
    How to rise like the wind
    So that soon I'll be soaring
    I just breathe... and let myself believe

    Cuz hope has wings
    To carry you
    Anything
    Is possible
    Just might be
    A miracle
    Waiting to come true

    So I lift my eyes
    And see the sky
    Feel my heart begin to fly
    I will be carried by my dreams
    Cuz hope has wings

    I can climb through the clouds
    Far way from my doubt
    That would be so amazing
    Feel the sun on my face
    Such a beautiful place
    Yeah I know that it's waiting
    Skating safe... encouraging with faith

    Cuz hope has wings (hope has wings)
    To carry you
    Anything
    Is possible
    Just might be
    A miracle
    Waiting to come true (come true)

    So I lift my eyes
    And see the skies
    Feel my heart begin to fly (oh fly)
    I will be carried by my dreams

    Like a flame, like a spark
    I'm amazed by the change
    There's a star in the dark
    Calling out my name
    Finally, I can see
    Now I'm on my way (now I'm on my way)

    Cuz hope has wings (hope has wings)
    To carry you
    Anything (anything)
    Is possible
    Just might be
    A miracle
    Waiting to come true (come true)

    So I lift my eyes (lift my eyes)
    And see the sky
    Feel my heart (yeah)
    begin to fly (yeah)
    I will be carried by my dreams (by my dreams, yeah)

    I have a new hope that lives in me
    Anywhere I go it sets me free
    It shines a light, It's everywhere
    From north to south, it takes me there

    I have a new hope that lives in me
    Anywhere I go it sets me free
    It shines a light, It's everywhere
    From north to south, it takes me there
     
    PS: eck... it's hard to believe that i'll do well for the O levels. ><
    i'm trying though! XD
    13 april

    NOW NOW NOW.

    napfa in a matter of minutes.
    eck.
     
    WHAT'S ON MY MIND:
    • monday's literature test -
      devising ways to prepare myself for it.
    • emaths homework
    • amaths homework
    • SCORING As for NAPFA?!
      f!ng.

    haha.

    PS: obtained 5/25 for the first literature essay of the year. good lord... so gonna redo it?!
    hmmm. she thought it looked more like a draft. HELLO?! nevermind i'll make a second attempt...

    OK. enough chit chat. gotta scram. it's 3 already. ciao.

    09 april

    i believed.

    dang... it's ten already?
    *moans*

    and i had so many plans for today...

    lol.

    02 april

    i know it's ...

    time to move on?
     
    something's holding me back...

    i'll manage on my own feet... somehow.

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    LATER @ 9:55PM, 3rd April -

    to clarify things...

    it's not so much confusion,
    it's more uncertainty.

    30 maart

    Scottish Terrier

    No bones about it, you're an adventurous Scottish Terrier. Fearless, feisty, and always up for a challenge, you like having things your way. Some people might even label you stubborn or headstrong. But we know you're just ambitious and motivated.
    (Being misinterpreted is such a trial, isn't it?)
    Besides, your can-do attitude serves you well when facing challenges at work or in your personal life. No job is too big, and absolutely no obstacle is going to stand in your way. You're always ready, willing, and able to rise to the challenge. A loyal, caring friend, you choose your pals very carefully, then stick by them through thick and thin. Woof!

    SOURCE: Click here.

    oh WOW... if only i could take a stand and decide on what i'd want/have to do firmly, then yeah, i'd agree to the above... but hold on a second - what you WANT and what you HAVE to do are two completely different things right? ><

    PS: i've thought about adding a video clip or a sound clip but geocities (i don't think angelfire does either) doesn't accept the type of files i'm uploading... they're .3GPP and .AMR - anyone has any other sites to recommend? =X

    27 maart

    positivity... (:

    if there's anything... talk to me abt it ok? ><
    that aside...
    it's within my reach. i can do it... the O's will be okay.

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    regarding today's spirit of the class competition... i'm so sorry i missed TWO cues! >< sigh... lol. must have lost track of time... -.-"

    btw, the money bag REFUSED to open! i'd to squeeze my hand in to take out the chocolates... haha they wanted more. 0.0 those greedy toots... lol.

    PS: omg. today i looked like some pretty boy. -.-" what with the curly moustache sarah drew and the elongated eyebrows beverly and li shaan did. haha... plus the goatee! OMG. lol. was i that unrecognisable? O.O tell me the truth! ><"

    the bottomline? dressing up like a pirate ain't too bad. :P
    hmm... if qian has the pictures uploaded, i'll try to steal it from her. muahahaha. *evil laughter*
    26 maart

    ...

    pfft.
     
    it's been one hell of a ride...
     
    ignore my previous entry. it's not worth reading.
     
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    what a whole lot of ...
     
    my mind contradicts itself too much.
    it's better that i shut up.
     
    one minute i'll be saying this, the next i'll be saying that. i can't give definite answers.
      
    i'm too tired to explain. if there's anything that you want to clarify, ask me directly. it's as if i'm using a blog to communicate my thoughts... i dislike that.
     
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    music acts as a source of comfort.
    it always does.
    25 maart

    maybe i should major in pyschology.

    have i told you this before?
     
    i've the habit of re-reading entries for typo errors, remarks that may be too offensive, and sentences that make no sense.
     
    simply put, i'm too conscious.
     
    this is my blog and yet i can't blog freely about anything?
    (excluding content that may get me fined ie. those stated in the newspapers)
     
    what the...
     
    imagine.
     
    if it's this bad, how can i even tell anyone anything upfront?
     
    even if i confessed certain things, it takes courage. fact is, i hardly tell anyone anything. if i were to tell you what's on my mind over a long conversation, it means something.
     
    please take into consideration how i feel too.
     
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    it's okay to change for a person (for the better), but to live up to their expectations is another issue.
     
    i'm sorry.
    i'm not perfect.
    that i'm perfectly aware of...
     
    24 maart

    in riddles...

    more often than not, the mind creates too many possibilities (drawn on actions)... so many that it drowns the person trying to ascertain which one is the correct probability.

    hey, that sounds like me.

    LP says:
    as in
    LP says:
    based on an action
    LP says:
    i assume certain things ie. how you feel etc.
    LP says:
    so there are certain answers, of which usually only one is correct
    LP says:
    so by leaving me guessing
    LP says:
    it's mentally exhausting
    LP says:
    and i can't stop per say, cause i need to know the answer...

    18 maart

    you know it's him when...

    Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

     Who calls you back when you hang up on him.

     Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

     Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.

     Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

     Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

     Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

     Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."

    15 maart

    blogth!ngs

    You Are a Visionary Soul

    You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.
    Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connected to your soul.
    You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.
    Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.
    You have great vision and can be very insightful.
    In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.
    Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.
    You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.
    Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul
     
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    Your Eyes Should Be Green

    Your eyes reflect: Striking attractiveness and danger
    What's hidden behind your eyes: A vivid inner world
     
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    How You Are In Love

    You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
    You tend to give more than take in relationships.
    You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered.
    You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
    You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.
     
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    Your Kissing Purity Score: 80% Pure

    You've hardly ever been kissed
    But the kisses you've given are very missed
     
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    You Are 30% Evil

    A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well.
    In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.
     
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    What Your Sleeping Position Says

    You are calm and rational. You are also giving and kind - a great friend. You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games. What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You? http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyoursleepingpositionsayaboutyouquiz/

     

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    You Have a Phlegmatic Temperament

    Mild mannered and laid back, you take life at a slow pace.
    You are very consistent - both in emotions and actions.
    You tend to absorb set backs easily. You are cool and collected.
    It is difficult to offend you. You can remain composed and unemotional.
    You are a great friend and lover. You don't demand much of others.
    While you are quiet, you have a subtle wit that your friends know well.
    At your worst, you are lazy and unwilling to work at anything.
    You often get stuck in a rut, without aspirations or dreams.
    You can get too dependent on others, setting yourself up for abandonment.
     
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    Your Personality Is


    Rational (NT)

    You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas.
    You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy!

    Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people.
    In fact, you're often a little short with people who don't impress you mentally.

    You seem distant to some - but it's usually because you're deep in thought.
    Those who understand you best are fellow Rationals.

    In love, you tend to approach things with logic. You seek a compatible mate - who is also very intelligent.

    At work, you tend to gravitate toward idea building careers - like programming, medicine, or academia.

    With others, you are very honest and direct. People often can't take your criticism well.

    As far as your looks go, you're coasting on what you were born with. You think fashion is silly.

    On weekends, you spend most of your time thinking, experimenting with new ideas, or learning new things.

    The Three Question Personality Test http://www.blogthings.com/threequestionpersonalitytest/

     

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    Your Animal Personality

    Your Power Animal: Deer

    Animal You Were in a Past Life: Panda

    You are a fun-seeker - an adventurous, risk-taker.
    While you are spontaneous, you are not very rational.

     

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    You Are The Devil

    You don't represent evil, but you do represent the animalistic side of humans.
    You demonstrate what happens when we listen to our first instincts.
    At times you tend to be materialistic and hedonistic, giving in to temptation.
    Admit it, you're guilty of acting first - and forgetting to think later!

    Your fortune:

    Right now, you may be having a difficult time as a result of choices you have made.
    You need to think about what's important in your life, and discover what chains you down.
    It is the time to acknowledge your faults and take steps to overcome them.
    It's also the time to let go of any fears or inhibitions that are holding you back.

    24 februari

    nohari's window (:

    http://kevan.org/nohari?name=luanbao

    FYI this one's different from the previous Johari window. it would be greatly appreciated if you could spare some time off your hectic schedule to click on some words.

    holy hera!

    this is the second time i've actually exclaimed "OH SHIT." in class, aloud.
     
    it was during biology lesson. the teacher kept on repeating that she might not be here when we had prelims. soon after we found out that she was pregnant (read: third time). in the midst of the excitement, i had written
    "orange red precipitate is pregnant." instead of "orange red precipitate is obtained." on the worksheet that she was going through. 0.0
     
    my friend had something like "baby solution" instead of "blue solution".
     
    ok so now you know i sometimes say AND do things subconsciously. -.-"
    20 februari

    a vacuous orange

    i like orange. do you like orange?
    aw come on, admit it - you LOVE orange.
     
    ok that was with reference to the xbox 360 layout i'm using now... they've added in new layouts. cool.
     
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    i  need all things orange! orange makes the world go round... haha.
    Using Orange: If you want to get noticed without screaming, consider the color orange — it demands attention. The softer oranges such as peach are even friendlier, more soothing. Peachy oranges are less flamboyant than their redder cousins but still energetic.
    so now you know LP... :P
     
    may i add? orange brightens my day (i'm not sure about yours you might just hate it for all i know)... it's uh... a 270 degree change from blue? although calming, it makes me feel sleepy and sometimes melancholic...
    (hey isn't that the colour a tear drop would be associated with?!)
     
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    we'll all miss each other some day... }

    (interior) monologue

    it's ironic how i'd like to clear the past entries yet want to keep them.
     
    majority of the entries don't make sense; some have a hidden meaning - it's like they're just calling out to you; wanting to you to understand them so bad, but the clues they've dropped; make absolutely no sense, are too subtle or have been ignored. haa... do i blog about stuff no one knows about? no, of course not. in the first place i don't even blog about anything of the sort.
     
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    it's not like they make an exceptionally good read, but its kinda wasted when you've spent -god knows- how many hours blogging. then again, it seems like you can't bear to delete them - it's like you're clinging on to something. so how exactly do you let go? i mean, you would like to reminisce about the past yet not want to be reminded of it... 0.0
     
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    it's silly how LP can make deleting entries such an arduous task.
     
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